Year 4

I had half a mind to just repost last year's blog.  Not much has really changed.  I'm in a relative limbo in regards to what I do next.  I was presented with something that would allow me to stand.  This all started not quite a year ago and I'm still waiting to see a doctor for a test.

I'm still in an obscene amount of physical and nerve pain.  I'm potentially doing something about that come thursday.  I don't like what the meds I'm currently taking do to my mental state.  My doctor advised me to lower my dose, but that failed to work as desired and I had to bump back up.

This caused me some issues with my mental state when I met my brother for the first time, last week. I wanted it to not be like that so badly.  And I failed in that.

So some good things have come,  the family has grown (bio and adopted).

I 've met one brother (and his wife), a neice, and my mother.  Another brother and sister are expected in a few weeks.

Everything is in a relative limbo.  I'm no closer to being able to go back to work.  Guessing that I'll likely never work again.